I'm bored tonight and I am concerned that I'm becoming depressed just thinking about being bored. Today was nice and bad all at the same time. As many know my sister is getting married soon and I have just begun to face the fact that I may NOT be attending that wedding. I want to be there for her on her special day.
Rob spent the evening pampering me, he took me to dinner, and then we went to the craft store, after that we drove home. We were out for a bit with no kids (thanks NaNa). I am so scared about him losing everything. I am worried that he will soon not be able to walk and soon not be able to move anywhere without assistance of a wheelchair or somewthing of the like. This worry is because tonight Rob was unable to walk much as at, he was unable to sit in the car for more than 10 minutes without hurting himself... he's my life and I can do nothing to fix it for him. Worry and fear are the cause for my tears tonight.
Thanks for listening.
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